08-15-2013, 04:56 PM
(08-15-2013, 04:02 PM)somebodynew Wrote: stage 2 day 17 - returned 4 days back cause of my bad playing list
last 2 days have been rough... depresion and being angry - i have feeling that noone likes/loves me ( this is not true ) feelings are so strong.
When i meet or bump with people i know i have feeling like they really hate me ... did anyone have this during stage 2? Really rough stage ( and i heard that next one is going to be even worst )
Don't think I had that so much as just general feelings of worhtlessness.
It is true that things can get "worse" but it's just more evidence that the sub is working. Plus, you get to the point where you realize you can handle whatever the sub is doing, and I think this translates into realizing you can handle anything in the outside world as well. Relish it. ENJOY it. When you feel like shit, own that feeling and don't be ashamed of it. Just sit inside yourself and look out at the world. Know that you are improving while most men are just waiting to die.
