08-10-2013, 07:14 AM
Day 14 of stage 3: I have been noticing a lot more external affects to this stage. People seem to be telling me sorry all the time. It could be something like they are walking through a door that I am trying to walk through and they will back out of the doorway and tell me sorry. I just keep thinking to myself that there is no real reason to be sorry for that. I used to be that way as well but I decided when I say I'm sorry, it will mean something. Not just a social courtesy.
Also, I have been in a lot more random conversations with people. Last night I was on the bus to the airport to meet my brother and my sister. The bus driver talked to me about the shirt I was wearing. I didn't notice him talk to anyone else during the entire ride. I also had two conversations the same week with people from work but after working hours. We were walking and talking about life stuff for about 30 minutes each. I think something in my body language is inviting people to talk to me.
I'm beginning to think that girl I posted about before might be part of the manifestation in the program. She is definitely helping me gain confidence in certain areas in life. I was thinking before I met her that it would really help me grow if I could meet a woman that I felt comfortable with that could show me the ropes. I tell her what to do and then she acts all girly and does it. Makes it pretty freaking awesome to be a man.
Also, I have been in a lot more random conversations with people. Last night I was on the bus to the airport to meet my brother and my sister. The bus driver talked to me about the shirt I was wearing. I didn't notice him talk to anyone else during the entire ride. I also had two conversations the same week with people from work but after working hours. We were walking and talking about life stuff for about 30 minutes each. I think something in my body language is inviting people to talk to me.
I'm beginning to think that girl I posted about before might be part of the manifestation in the program. She is definitely helping me gain confidence in certain areas in life. I was thinking before I met her that it would really help me grow if I could meet a woman that I felt comfortable with that could show me the ropes. I tell her what to do and then she acts all girly and does it. Makes it pretty freaking awesome to be a man.
