07-28-2013, 10:33 AM
(07-27-2013, 11:51 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:
Couldn't resist... Anyway...
(07-27-2013, 10:30 AM)mat422 Wrote: I'm not giving up, but at the same time I feel like I'm paralyzed and going insane. I don't expect life to be easy or to skip out on hard work, but I just feel like maybe it isn't supposed to be this hard.
I know the feeling, honestly. And I definitely think there's a difference between work that is hard because it takes effort vs work that is hard because it goes against our grain.
Either way, try to stay true to yourself. Find the motives behind what you do/believe/want.
![[Image: brute-force-cover549565.jpg]](http://gamesymbol.com/Image/covers/brute-force/brute-force-cover549565.jpg)
Haha, I think I played that game. Technology has come a long way.
It's hard to tell sometimes. Especially when I feel like everything is going against the grain. But I decided to push myself more when it comes to music. It's a skill like anything else, I have to practice and I'm inevitably going to have some bad times. I've definitely got procrastination issues, I feel like I'm always dreading the days when my upsets knock me back into depression. So even though the successful things make me feel good, the negative always tends to weigh heavy on my mind.
