Alpha male... exhausting :/

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and yeah one more dream

Having sex with a girl ,she was very sensual ( lady like ) it wasnt just sex, but love .... pure passion which i guess miss a lot.

Improvements

- Mind angry most of time but then becomes clear
- Warmer when talking with people
- Dont try to talk with people who in anyway try to be rude
- Dont help anyone, my time is precious
- Always had good posture, but now walking more easily masculine with purpose.
- Relaxed, taking care of me not other people
- Being more focused, or at least trying
- Was always inteligent but would overthing, now i just pop out something
- Girl test, which test ?
- Why did i ever need someone stupid in my life? As highly inteligent person i deserve better
- have feeling of my jaw changing and becoming more edgy
- Eyes having that strong focus when i look
- Starting to talk about problems that i have with people in way


Bad

- Depressed
- Angry as hell inside
- sometimes brain starts spinning so fast
- Kicking people out of life, like mental clean up
- Tired so much
- Being alone a lot
- Fixing a lot of "little" stuff
- Things from past, poping out a lot and make me uncomfrotable
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