WildFlower - Women Magnet

[WildFlower]

Went out last night and girls where THROWING themselves at me. HUNDREDS of them. It's was pretty bizarre to observe actually. I think I am starting to get a bit of resistance though as this is the second day I was doubting what I was seeing. "yeah, I'm behaving like a Women Magnet, people are behaving around me confirming that I am a Women Magnet - literally - yet this can't be true. Not me" Those kinds of thoughts. There is a rift in my conciousness one side with positive beliefs about myself, the other side with the opposing belief's. This is the first time in months I've had this kind any kind of negativity about myself. Right now I feel great so I think I just need to give room for these beliefs to run their course. They clearly aren't effecting me to much. It does feel like the negative beliefs are resisting against me as opposed to me resisting the positive beliefs.

WildFlower,could you elaborate some more about the hundreds of girls throwing themselves at you?Like IOIs,starting to talk to you or what exactly?

All of the things you mentioned above: IOI's like eye contact from a distance, proximity like 'bumping' into me or other elaborate ways to get my attention - desperate at times. I went out again last night and it was the same again. This time I was actually feeling a lot more in tune with my external reality though. The most memorable IOI I got was in the take away shop at 5am in the morning I was straddling a two seater bench waiting for my garlic bread to cook, this girl and her friend - both strangers to me - sat down on the bench with me. The girl had her back to me and totally buried her arse into my crotch, as she did it she turned her head around and stated "I hope you don't mind but it's a free country and I can sit here if I want". She was really good-looking so off course I didn't mind and despite acting so unclassy she seemed really classy; I just got that vibe from the way she was dressed and the little chit chat we had - I definitely don't think she makes a habit of behaving like that. It was very provocative; the guys behind the counter looked over with a perplexed look on their faces and respectful smiles.

Just today I've downloaded some flash subliminal software for use at work seeing as I can't listen to Shannon's stuff there anymore. I'll be using it at home too when I'm on the computer; I've currently got Women Magnet blasting and this thing flashing. I wrote a little script and if I had to give it a tittle I'd call it "exquisite spontaneity". I actually think it's a good idea for a program here and I'll suggest it to Shannon in a few months when he's back to usual. I guess it would be very similar to 'Seize the day' but with focus on spontaneity.