06-03-2013, 02:52 PM
So its been a rough few days the last few days.
The business that I've been developing has hit a major hurdle. There is another company that has just released something almost identical to what we have been developing, they managed to beat us to market by around 6 months and have a team of 15 people working on it along with 5 million in VC (venture capital). They were quoted as the next big success story and the tech start up to watch this year. This really annoyed me at first to think this is where we should have been and were on the path to be in 6 months. At the same time I was able to to move past that and start thinking of new ideas to move forward with. We have a new idea that while not quite as good as the first could really address a need out there in the market. At the moment I'm struggling to find a way to monetize it but I know in time that will come because of the fact that there is a real need out there for it. It amazes me how me and my partner bounce ideas of each other and can build something from nothing based on a need that exists.
To add to all of that I had a mouth infection most of the weekend and been on tramadol and antibiotics as well as nursing the start of a flu and my car wouldn't start for work this morning. As well as this one of the girls I had as a FWB has become very needy which is pissing me off as well. I get busy at times with business as well as gym and catching up with mates and she tries to demand to much of my time. I've found myself being more and more aloof whenever she does this.
On the plus side the amount of stress I've felt off all of this has been minimal in comparison to what it would have been in the past. Its actually surprised me how well I am handling it all and finding alternatives to make things work instead of wallowing in everything that isn't going my way at the moment.
A few night ago I decided to give Natural Seduction a go and listened to it for 2 hours on headphones. The change in my state was huge and it resulted in some very different experiences. There has been this one girl that I live with that has been non talkative or friendly for over a month and after Natural Seduction she just seemed to open up and start talking. We also had a few people over at the time and everyone seemed very keen to include me in on everything and get to know me which is quite different to usual. I had similar experiences throughout most of the night.
OFGS has been knocking me around a little bit leaving me in a bit of a bad mood and getting angry a bit. So far the anxiety has been zero as has the stress, I usually get stressed and anxious while starting out on subs that touch on deep seeded issues but we will see how this progresses.
The business that I've been developing has hit a major hurdle. There is another company that has just released something almost identical to what we have been developing, they managed to beat us to market by around 6 months and have a team of 15 people working on it along with 5 million in VC (venture capital). They were quoted as the next big success story and the tech start up to watch this year. This really annoyed me at first to think this is where we should have been and were on the path to be in 6 months. At the same time I was able to to move past that and start thinking of new ideas to move forward with. We have a new idea that while not quite as good as the first could really address a need out there in the market. At the moment I'm struggling to find a way to monetize it but I know in time that will come because of the fact that there is a real need out there for it. It amazes me how me and my partner bounce ideas of each other and can build something from nothing based on a need that exists.
To add to all of that I had a mouth infection most of the weekend and been on tramadol and antibiotics as well as nursing the start of a flu and my car wouldn't start for work this morning. As well as this one of the girls I had as a FWB has become very needy which is pissing me off as well. I get busy at times with business as well as gym and catching up with mates and she tries to demand to much of my time. I've found myself being more and more aloof whenever she does this.
On the plus side the amount of stress I've felt off all of this has been minimal in comparison to what it would have been in the past. Its actually surprised me how well I am handling it all and finding alternatives to make things work instead of wallowing in everything that isn't going my way at the moment.
A few night ago I decided to give Natural Seduction a go and listened to it for 2 hours on headphones. The change in my state was huge and it resulted in some very different experiences. There has been this one girl that I live with that has been non talkative or friendly for over a month and after Natural Seduction she just seemed to open up and start talking. We also had a few people over at the time and everyone seemed very keen to include me in on everything and get to know me which is quite different to usual. I had similar experiences throughout most of the night.
OFGS has been knocking me around a little bit leaving me in a bit of a bad mood and getting angry a bit. So far the anxiety has been zero as has the stress, I usually get stressed and anxious while starting out on subs that touch on deep seeded issues but we will see how this progresses.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
