DMSI 3.2 Magnus

[Magnus]

I suspect the reason you didn't this last run through has to do with the fact that because you weren't physically attracted, your indifference toward them was higher than towards women you found more physically attractive.

This is spot on Shannon and I've noticed it more and more over the past few weeks, unfortunately consciously being aware of it and trying to change it only makes it worse.

So I'm back from holiday and noticed a variety of changes while I was away. First off for the first time ever I was able to just relax and just be myself when with a completely new group of people. It took a few hours of being with them but it happened. I also realized I was very stressed before I left, I hadn't even noticed how stressed I'd became until I allowed myself to fully unwind. So I managed to make a completely new group of friends which I will be catching up with in the future. In the past when I had gone away on holiday I would get to know people while I was travelling but not to the point where they actually turned into friends.

I also met a girl over there that was open, honest, followed my lead, was great to talk to and was good in bed (One of the best if not the best I've ever had). The only problem was she was a bit overweight and I couldn't bring myself to get into a relationship with a girl that was a bit overweight. Apart from that fact oh and of course she lives a 3 hour plane ride away she would have made for a great girlfriend and had most of the qualities that I want in a girl. On the plus side I have noticed that an abundance mentality has come more into play. I've started thinking well if I met a girl like that there will be others that are not overweight with the same qualities. I also got voted the hottest single guy on the trip by all the girls that were there, which for me is another first.

Anyway I started OFGS yesterday and will continue using it for the next 3 months