09-04-2010, 04:32 AM
Went out last night and girls where THROWING themselves at me. HUNDREDS of them. It's was pretty bizarre to observe actually. I think I am starting to get a bit of resistance though as this is the second day I was doubting what I was seeing. "yeah, I'm behaving like a Women Magnet, people are behaving around me confirming that I am a Women Magnet - literally - yet this can't be true. Not me" Those kinds of thoughts. There is a rift in my conciousness one side with positive beliefs about myself, the other side with the opposing belief's. This is the first time in months I've had this kind any kind of negativity about myself. Right now I feel great so I think I just need to give room for these beliefs to run their course. They clearly aren't effecting me to much. It does feel like the negative beliefs are resisting against me as opposed to me resisting the positive beliefs.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
