Actually, I had an epiphany last night. I'm going to change over to the MUWAS program with the Think Like a Millionaire. There's a lot of reasons for this, and they boil down to the fact that you really can't have a life without money. What does it matter that I have the sexiest women around as my lovers, when I don't have the money to do anything else?
I also realized when people have more money and resources to back them up, they feel better about themselves, and hold themselves better. This is highly attractive to women. This is why almost every woman would marry Bill Gates if he handed out the marriage offer, again.
So, as I was laying in bed, I realized that I'm going about things backwards. I may suck with women, but I do get money, even windfalls, from time to time. While I'm keeping this journal (and I will continue to keep this journal) I'm looking not only for the successes, but I'm paying too much attention to where I'm not getting any attention from the opposite sex. I also realized that the campus I'm on is too prudish and conservative for my tastes. There's too many religious people on this campus (and that's where a lot of the sexy women are) among other prudes. And one thing I've learned in my life is "prude" and "interesting" are two words that do not go together. I'm saying this because I think my surroundings are rubbing off on me, too much. I feel like I'm living this weird half-a-life so that I do not offend anyone with my non-prudishness.
And I've just about run out of money to finish my college education.
I also want to do a lot of world traveling. I'm never going to do that without a good deal of money.
And owning my own house is out of the question, too, without good income.
I'm far from thrilled to go back to my parents' house in a town that I simply do not like living in. And, as far as the jobs there go: if the job pays enough money for you to live on, then the job, itself sucks. All the jobs I'm interested in do not pay enough for me to make a living on. I live in a mill town (with all the mills in danger of being shut down). I hate wearing "monkey suits". And what woman is interested in a guy who wears "monkey suits" outside of a character in a cheesy romantic comedy?
So, those were the thoughts that were going through my head last night. Plus the feeling that I'm a great disappointment to my family. And I realized that once I make my family at least somewhat proud, then I won't have to worry about them sticking their nose in my business and making disparaging comments!
I could've gotten a custom sub made to deal with these issues, except for the fact that I don't have money
And I will have new friends that I will be able to actually go and do stuff with--when I start making lots of money--instead of sitting around the old haunts getting fat from drinking too much beer. And one of the reasons I'm doing the subs is to allow new and interesting people to come into my life. As well as just having a life I'm happy with, if not proud of!
However, as I'm about to start the new subs, I have a question to ask: I was going to do the MUWAS and Think Like a Millionaire with the Deep Gratitude sub. I may give a bleak picture of my life, but there are quite a few things that I am grateful for. However, I wonder if it's not more prudent to continue using the Ultra Success sub? I only ask this, because I haven't been feeling that feeling of euphoria that the Ultra Success sub is supposed to give in the last week or so (though I've been more positive about my future than ever before, believe it or not). I think I just have too much on my mind dealing with money and life in general. And by the time I get back to using the subs I've been using for the last three weeks, Shannon might have the Manifest Your Sexual Fantasies sub done. The one I'm looking forward to the most
Sorry for this long post, but I thought I'd give a good overview of why I'm changing subs-- starting tonight. And maybe there's something you might like to comment on that I haven't thought of before. Especially if it's of use to others.
I also realized when people have more money and resources to back them up, they feel better about themselves, and hold themselves better. This is highly attractive to women. This is why almost every woman would marry Bill Gates if he handed out the marriage offer, again.
So, as I was laying in bed, I realized that I'm going about things backwards. I may suck with women, but I do get money, even windfalls, from time to time. While I'm keeping this journal (and I will continue to keep this journal) I'm looking not only for the successes, but I'm paying too much attention to where I'm not getting any attention from the opposite sex. I also realized that the campus I'm on is too prudish and conservative for my tastes. There's too many religious people on this campus (and that's where a lot of the sexy women are) among other prudes. And one thing I've learned in my life is "prude" and "interesting" are two words that do not go together. I'm saying this because I think my surroundings are rubbing off on me, too much. I feel like I'm living this weird half-a-life so that I do not offend anyone with my non-prudishness.
And I've just about run out of money to finish my college education.
I also want to do a lot of world traveling. I'm never going to do that without a good deal of money.
And owning my own house is out of the question, too, without good income.
I'm far from thrilled to go back to my parents' house in a town that I simply do not like living in. And, as far as the jobs there go: if the job pays enough money for you to live on, then the job, itself sucks. All the jobs I'm interested in do not pay enough for me to make a living on. I live in a mill town (with all the mills in danger of being shut down). I hate wearing "monkey suits". And what woman is interested in a guy who wears "monkey suits" outside of a character in a cheesy romantic comedy?
So, those were the thoughts that were going through my head last night. Plus the feeling that I'm a great disappointment to my family. And I realized that once I make my family at least somewhat proud, then I won't have to worry about them sticking their nose in my business and making disparaging comments!
I could've gotten a custom sub made to deal with these issues, except for the fact that I don't have money
And I will have new friends that I will be able to actually go and do stuff with--when I start making lots of money--instead of sitting around the old haunts getting fat from drinking too much beer. And one of the reasons I'm doing the subs is to allow new and interesting people to come into my life. As well as just having a life I'm happy with, if not proud of!
However, as I'm about to start the new subs, I have a question to ask: I was going to do the MUWAS and Think Like a Millionaire with the Deep Gratitude sub. I may give a bleak picture of my life, but there are quite a few things that I am grateful for. However, I wonder if it's not more prudent to continue using the Ultra Success sub? I only ask this, because I haven't been feeling that feeling of euphoria that the Ultra Success sub is supposed to give in the last week or so (though I've been more positive about my future than ever before, believe it or not). I think I just have too much on my mind dealing with money and life in general. And by the time I get back to using the subs I've been using for the last three weeks, Shannon might have the Manifest Your Sexual Fantasies sub done. The one I'm looking forward to the most
Sorry for this long post, but I thought I'd give a good overview of why I'm changing subs-- starting tonight. And maybe there's something you might like to comment on that I haven't thought of before. Especially if it's of use to others.
