08-30-2010, 11:14 AM
(08-30-2010, 09:52 AM)ronatello Wrote: Sounds like the subs are working their magic. The subs are encouraging you to venture out and when you fight against it (staying in), then the conflict starts. Yesterday was a stay-in day for me. I just wanted to be lazy and reflect on what I've been doing as of late. But as a positive to that, I got continuous exposure to the Alpha Male sub all day yesterday and all night last night. I actually feel good despite not going out yesterday. I had a good Saturday showing some new girls some salsa, bachata and merengue stuff.
" I've become very open to allowing new women to come into my life. "
That's an amazing affirmation and another one is
"Amazing new women are coming into my life freely and easily".
I've got man-flu so I knew rationally if I went out I'd just be grumpy and ill spirited. Still I couldn't help but feel that I should be out and this brought me into to "stop and re-evaluate I am" frame of mind. I feel invincible and I know I'm exactly who I need to be in order to attract high quality women. The next step of my journey is to meet these women; whether I need to go out and do that very directly, or just draw them in passively I don't know yet. I do believe it is the subs which are brining these thoughts into my concious mind though. It's the first time I think ever I've been more concerned with where these girls are going to come from rather than how am I going to attract them; that, now, just feels like a given.
A large part of the Alpha sub for me was introspection like you experienced yesterday. Judging who I was, who I am and who I will be becoming. Those six months where a period of immense personal growth, and at times my introversion reflected that. I would often have 'stay in days' just to do what I wanted to go and focus on myself. I likened it a lot at the time to a caterpillar retreating into a cocoon before emerging as a butterfly. The sub may work differently for you as it did for me, but the key is to just take things how you want them, do the things you want, be the person you want, as that is what an Alpha male does, i.e; his own thing! It really doesn't take any thought, it just happens.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung