DMSI 3.2 Magnus

[Magnus]

Thanks Shannon I think that's just what the doctor ordered The more the fear is gone the more I feel free and the feeling is amazing.

So I've noticed some insecurities coming up the last few days which took away from some of stage 5's effects and left me feeling quite exhausted. The good thing is the way that I've dealt with them. During AM they controlled me and sent me into this spiral of anxiety and depression. Now during WM they are passing thoughts and letting go of them is easy. No more is the decent into darkness and disrepair but instead I am able to see the way through and release or realize that they are no more than a passing thought.

While the social side of things has cut down a little the business side of things is still ticking along nicely. I've managed to get the login screen of my app all operational along with some sort of session management. In the past I would have just given up well before this because it was to hard but now I push through for I can see the light at the end and enjoy the challenge of the moment.

I've also realized that I have now lost 9kg in 7 weeks so am very pleased with my progress on that front. I may have to allow myself some down time from work and going out at some point just to relax and regather myself to ensure I don't burn out. I've been going full throttle for 1.5 months now in various angles and even though I keep myself very healthy these days both mentally and physically there's only so much one person can handle before they burn themselves out. A day for just myself to spend in relaxation, reflection and comfort is in order sometime in the next two weeks