Seems AM is putting me more in control of my emotions, instead of letting my emotions control me.
Today, I was doing something I was against. But someone had to do anyway.
While I was doing it, I injured myself. Nothing big. Just a deep cut on my thumb.
If it were some time ago, I would burst in rage and yell to the person that made me do that, but today, I felt that urge coming and I could stop it on the tracks before coming out.
I was about to explode, but I thought myself that the person who made me do that had no guilt in what hapenned there and nothing would be gained by yelling, so I calmed down and finished what I had to do quickly to clean the blood that was dripping from the cut, even while it was hurting a lot.
Today, I was doing something I was against. But someone had to do anyway.
While I was doing it, I injured myself. Nothing big. Just a deep cut on my thumb.
If it were some time ago, I would burst in rage and yell to the person that made me do that, but today, I felt that urge coming and I could stop it on the tracks before coming out.
I was about to explode, but I thought myself that the person who made me do that had no guilt in what hapenned there and nothing would be gained by yelling, so I calmed down and finished what I had to do quickly to clean the blood that was dripping from the cut, even while it was hurting a lot.
