08-19-2010, 01:33 PM
Exactly, I just saw a person. Not even a person with a specific gender; just a person. I mean that at all in a way to dehumanise her or anyone else I simply mean I wasn't taken back, or even aware, of her beauty.
Women Magnet is making me feel great. I had an off day on the day I introduced 'Seize the day' but it really was an off day in the sense that the next day I again felt absolutely brilliant. Brilliant is the new normal. It's just blissful contentedness. I feel like I have the ability to attract pretty much any girl at my leisure. I feel that at my very core - just intuitively. I'm also half aware that there aren't the kind of women in my life that I'd half like there to be and that I need to go out and find them, but I'm also completely non-needy about it. Literally my biggest concern now with women is being able to find them, everything else feels totally in place.
In other news: I haven't had a chance yet to get a candle and try Shannon's experiment out. Today however I performed a similar experiment on a glass of water. I did it with great intensity and spontaneously had a massive Satori / Kensho experience. I sat there not moving for 20 minutes in total awe of everything within my room (to experience anything outside of my room would've been an indirect experience via thought; and I wasn't thinking - not a single thought for 20 minutes) I think the exercise is some sort of Gnostic experiment. Back to "reality" now though and I've decided to use the Women Magnet 32 days per stage, simply because I'm responding so well to it.
Women Magnet is making me feel great. I had an off day on the day I introduced 'Seize the day' but it really was an off day in the sense that the next day I again felt absolutely brilliant. Brilliant is the new normal. It's just blissful contentedness. I feel like I have the ability to attract pretty much any girl at my leisure. I feel that at my very core - just intuitively. I'm also half aware that there aren't the kind of women in my life that I'd half like there to be and that I need to go out and find them, but I'm also completely non-needy about it. Literally my biggest concern now with women is being able to find them, everything else feels totally in place.
In other news: I haven't had a chance yet to get a candle and try Shannon's experiment out. Today however I performed a similar experiment on a glass of water. I did it with great intensity and spontaneously had a massive Satori / Kensho experience. I sat there not moving for 20 minutes in total awe of everything within my room (to experience anything outside of my room would've been an indirect experience via thought; and I wasn't thinking - not a single thought for 20 minutes) I think the exercise is some sort of Gnostic experiment. Back to "reality" now though and I've decided to use the Women Magnet 32 days per stage, simply because I'm responding so well to it.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
