01-03-2013, 05:14 PM
I should elaborate more on that last post I guess. I just do not give a crap about the teachers at school anymore. When I was not on these subs I would be nervous about messing up and getting yelled at by them. Im so indifferent to there opinions. Im struggling to even go to school everyday because my view is that its a waste of time. Its just memorizing random meaningless facts and making sure that you are nice, passive, and afraid of what will happen if you try to do anything that goes against popular opinion. I used to be motivated by fear of what people thought of me if I did not have good grades. Thats over. Another thing that used to motivate me is college. Now that ive decided that college is not for me I am really unmotivated.
