12-29-2012, 02:40 PM
So stage 3 is increasingly making me comfortable in different environments. I don't much feel like talking still but that's OK at the moment. I also noticed more and more i'm building a social circle again even though I'm not the lively party guy. The more I move through this journey the more I realize that being the loud party guy just isn't me and i'm becoming more and more ok with that.
I also bumped into someone I used to go to school with the other night and he got onto talking about his band and how they are having a hard time trying to find a new singer. I mentioned that I would be interested in giving it a go. So all going well I should have an audition in the next month or two. This has always been one of my dreams and I would get to write my own lyrics as well which is exactly what I was always after. They were also in chats with record producers before their last singer left, so this really would be a great opportunity to do something I really enjoy doing.
I also had his girlfriend hitting on me because she though I had drugs for some reason. Anyway she ended up trying to hook up with me and at that point I had to tell her to back off. She was very attractive but she was taken and to add to that taken by a guy I could see as becoming a good mate.
When I'm not out with mates though I have been spending far to much time watching movies etc. So this is a habit I will need to break and start doing more constructive things with my time. I've spent a fair bit of time thinking and have got a few things down which I want to achieve this year including going further with my scuba diving by doing my dive masters and also learning to kite surf. Some of this stuff I would have just been to scared in the past to jump on and take the opportunity at hand. Anyway I'm a few days out from the end of stage 3 while the women side of things isn't really going anywhere fast the social side of things is moving along and that was my main goal with using WM
I also bumped into someone I used to go to school with the other night and he got onto talking about his band and how they are having a hard time trying to find a new singer. I mentioned that I would be interested in giving it a go. So all going well I should have an audition in the next month or two. This has always been one of my dreams and I would get to write my own lyrics as well which is exactly what I was always after. They were also in chats with record producers before their last singer left, so this really would be a great opportunity to do something I really enjoy doing.
I also had his girlfriend hitting on me because she though I had drugs for some reason. Anyway she ended up trying to hook up with me and at that point I had to tell her to back off. She was very attractive but she was taken and to add to that taken by a guy I could see as becoming a good mate.
When I'm not out with mates though I have been spending far to much time watching movies etc. So this is a habit I will need to break and start doing more constructive things with my time. I've spent a fair bit of time thinking and have got a few things down which I want to achieve this year including going further with my scuba diving by doing my dive masters and also learning to kite surf. Some of this stuff I would have just been to scared in the past to jump on and take the opportunity at hand. Anyway I'm a few days out from the end of stage 3 while the women side of things isn't really going anywhere fast the social side of things is moving along and that was my main goal with using WM
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
