12-23-2012, 06:18 AM
Yes but of course you'll tell me to get BAMM ;-) --- It's your masterpiece!
Don't get me wrong, I'm considering it heavily. Everything you say makes sense. Women Magnet is still tempting though. :-\ Sex has always drawn me more than money. But money has caused me more fear overall. Anyway I'll just trust my gut on all this when the time comes.
On a sidenote - I am an alpha male (or at least more of one) in basically all my dreams. Girls fighting over me, standing up for myself , etc. In one a girl paid me to have sex multiple times. lol (that's pretty strange, not sure what that means).
Went out to socialize last night, at a party that was all adults (my dad couldn't go so my mom took me instead). Still felt very confident, though barely talked because neither my mom or I knew anyone. Then this lady came up and part her arm around mine and held it there for a LONNNG time, and acted reallllly strange asking how I was doing and stuff. Also talked to an old high school teacher of mine, and we got along great, as if we were old pals, even though i've never really talked to him and haven't seen him in 4 years. Then I saw his daughter, who is super hot, and it was kind of awkward, because we went to high school together but I never knew her. Kept exchanging glances, but I was kind of nervous about the situations (whenever things remind me of high school it brings up anxiety - I was the most beta of the beta in high school). Finally ended up saying hi to her, got a bit of an impression she would've liked to talk more but my mom and I were on our way out. What was cool about this though, was that even though I felt awkward while it was happening, my mind later automatically reframed the situation, to make me the alpha and her into me. My conscious mind is not even sure if that is true, but it's how my subconscious now remembers it (to some extent). Lol
Don't get me wrong, I'm considering it heavily. Everything you say makes sense. Women Magnet is still tempting though. :-\ Sex has always drawn me more than money. But money has caused me more fear overall. Anyway I'll just trust my gut on all this when the time comes.
On a sidenote - I am an alpha male (or at least more of one) in basically all my dreams. Girls fighting over me, standing up for myself , etc. In one a girl paid me to have sex multiple times. lol (that's pretty strange, not sure what that means).
Went out to socialize last night, at a party that was all adults (my dad couldn't go so my mom took me instead). Still felt very confident, though barely talked because neither my mom or I knew anyone. Then this lady came up and part her arm around mine and held it there for a LONNNG time, and acted reallllly strange asking how I was doing and stuff. Also talked to an old high school teacher of mine, and we got along great, as if we were old pals, even though i've never really talked to him and haven't seen him in 4 years. Then I saw his daughter, who is super hot, and it was kind of awkward, because we went to high school together but I never knew her. Kept exchanging glances, but I was kind of nervous about the situations (whenever things remind me of high school it brings up anxiety - I was the most beta of the beta in high school). Finally ended up saying hi to her, got a bit of an impression she would've liked to talk more but my mom and I were on our way out. What was cool about this though, was that even though I felt awkward while it was happening, my mind later automatically reframed the situation, to make me the alpha and her into me. My conscious mind is not even sure if that is true, but it's how my subconscious now remembers it (to some extent). Lol
