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[Shannon]

Yes that helps. I am definitely interested in BAMM, but there is this huge feeling of undeservedness, and fear that it'll mess up my purpose.. (there is this deep notion that true artists are supposed to be poor and unsuccessful... The idea of uprooting that is appealing). However I do understand what your'e saying, and it makes me more inclined to try it out.

As someone who has produced artwork in the past, and will continue to do so in the future, I'll just say this. The "starving artist" paradigm is only "cool" because a group of people decided that they had to justify pursuing "art" and/or "cool" above pursuing income. For some, this is a legitimate soul-level need; for most, it's just trying to be cool and laziness, or being stuck believing that "being poor in the only way I can be a REAL artist".

It's not. The wealthier you are, the more avenues you have to create with. An artist's validity as an artist is always internal, and nobody can validate an artist but themselves, regardless of their level of wealth.

But BAMM will happily destroy that kind of limiting thinking.

I listened to some of Brian Tracy's "THe Psychology of Achievement" last night. Alpha has made me much more realistic/goal oriented. This tape is one of the best on the law of attraction for success IMO, because it both understands the magic of the law, but it's also very practical. It says to write out goals (our highest vision) every morning as if we have them, then also write out daily, weekly, monthly goals (steps we can take and enjoy), and DO them. This builds self-esteem day by day. Before I was just trying to visualize the final outcome, but no smaller steps were manifesting in my life. Perhaps alpha got it in my head that I actually need to do something day by day. Seems pretty in line with the philosophy of BAMM as well. With this 30 minutes every morning of goal setting, plus the subs, and meditation/qigong/working out. I should be unstoppable!

Amusingly, I keep coming up with what I think are new ideas, and then Maggie will say, "Oh, Brian Tracy said that too." Dammit, Brian, can't I have an original idea for once without you thinking of it first? But I seem to be very much in tune with what he teaches, and I haven't read any of his stuff.

BAMM works on all that and more. Short, medium and long term goals, knowing exactly what you want, organizing your goals as steps to achievement that you then absolutely conquer one at a time to achieve them, LOA stuff (and some things concerning LOA that are really unusual), etc. etc.

Also decided I want to go to a high level qigong workshop in march. Should cost like $600 or more with the plane... Luckily I have a lot of funds right now. I want to purchase that, and maybe BAMM. Also my computer seems to be dying.. ;-) I graduate school soon so I'm going to have to be a lot more careful with funds, I'm trying to stock up on the "supplies" i might need first. :-)

Save enough for BAMM. We have the Ridiculous Sale coming before the release of BAMM at this point, so make sure you don't blow out your funds for BAMM, if you are going to get it.

Also realized that my priorities have shifted from women to career... Like, a lot. I imagine that must be the sub. I just tried doing my affirmations about women, and it seemed so pointless. I think getting my career together first is more important, and a lot of confidence will stem from that.

When you have success, the women will flow to you naturally.