12-22-2012, 07:07 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-22-2012, 07:22 AM by alphatrial4.)
Yes that helps. I am definitely interested in BAMM, but there is this huge feeling of undeservedness, and fear that it'll mess up my purpose.. (there is this deep notion that true artists are supposed to be poor and unsuccessful... The idea of uprooting that is appealing). However I do understand what your'e saying, and it makes me more inclined to try it out.
I listened to some of Brian Tracy's "THe Psychology of Achievement" last night. Alpha has made me much more realistic/goal oriented. This tape is one of the best on the law of attraction for success IMO, because it both understands the magic of the law, but it's also very practical. It says to write out goals (our highest vision) every morning as if we have them, then also write out daily, weekly, monthly goals (steps we can take and enjoy), and DO them. This builds self-esteem day by day. Before I was just trying to visualize the final outcome, but no smaller steps were manifesting in my life. Perhaps alpha got it in my head that I actually need to do something day by day. Seems pretty in line with the philosophy of BAMM as well. With this 30 minutes every morning of goal setting, plus the subs, and meditation/qigong/working out. I should be unstoppable!
Also decided I want to go to a high level qigong workshop in march. Should cost like $600 or more with the plane... Luckily I have a lot of funds right now. I want to purchase that, and maybe BAMM. Also my computer seems to be dying.. ;-) I graduate school soon so I'm going to have to be a lot more careful with funds, I'm trying to stock up on the "supplies" i might need first. :-)
Also interesting, the other night I did not sleep because the anxiety from the sub/within myself was so intense. Just slept 13 hours ----- No resistance anymore. I think I've seen the worst of stage 1. IT was pretty intense at times.
Also realized that my priorities have shifted from women to career... Like, a lot. I imagine that must be the sub. I just tried doing my affirmations about women, and it seemed so pointless. I think getting my career together first is more important, and a lot of confidence will stem from that
I listened to some of Brian Tracy's "THe Psychology of Achievement" last night. Alpha has made me much more realistic/goal oriented. This tape is one of the best on the law of attraction for success IMO, because it both understands the magic of the law, but it's also very practical. It says to write out goals (our highest vision) every morning as if we have them, then also write out daily, weekly, monthly goals (steps we can take and enjoy), and DO them. This builds self-esteem day by day. Before I was just trying to visualize the final outcome, but no smaller steps were manifesting in my life. Perhaps alpha got it in my head that I actually need to do something day by day. Seems pretty in line with the philosophy of BAMM as well. With this 30 minutes every morning of goal setting, plus the subs, and meditation/qigong/working out. I should be unstoppable!
Also decided I want to go to a high level qigong workshop in march. Should cost like $600 or more with the plane... Luckily I have a lot of funds right now. I want to purchase that, and maybe BAMM. Also my computer seems to be dying.. ;-) I graduate school soon so I'm going to have to be a lot more careful with funds, I'm trying to stock up on the "supplies" i might need first. :-)
Also interesting, the other night I did not sleep because the anxiety from the sub/within myself was so intense. Just slept 13 hours ----- No resistance anymore. I think I've seen the worst of stage 1. IT was pretty intense at times.
Also realized that my priorities have shifted from women to career... Like, a lot. I imagine that must be the sub. I just tried doing my affirmations about women, and it seemed so pointless. I think getting my career together first is more important, and a lot of confidence will stem from that
