12-20-2012, 10:19 PM
Many things to note... I am still doing a little bit of affirmations (just when I feel like it now) and a lot of meditation (this helps with resistance a LOT) and qigong.
1. I am a musician, and I was at a club sitting in. A guy told me about a show that he is playing there in a bit, and a great bass player that I want to play with is playing with him. Without hesitating, I asked him "since xyz is playing do you mind if I sit in?" This is very out of character and bold for me. He said yes of course, because I owned it. This kind of boldness is key for my career path. This made me feel good.
2. Earlier the same guy was on the phone asking me for a favor.. I love to help people out, but it didn't make sense, so I was very comfortable telling him no.
3. Feeling in this club (bare in mind, it is a VERY comfortable environment to begin with) that I own this place, this is my territory, etc. Very "i don't give a fuck" attitude
4. Much more of a "big brother" feeling with sisters, don't know how to describe it
5. Started taking exercise very seriously
6. Feeling more and more like I am a very unique/special guy that women would be very lucky to be with
7. Feeling sexier
8. My aura seems to have expanded to 60+ Feet. THe other day in the bus station I was making eye contact with a girl from a very very far distance. This is probably a combination of the qigong/meditation with the new beliefs.
NOw whether these things are from the affirmations, sub, meditation... Who knows, but it seems like alpha is probably having an effect at this point! :-) These effects certainly aren't from meditation, as I've done that for a long time.. and the affirmations, I haven't even really done the last few days. But once again, who knows. I am not completely sold on these subs yet. I'm sure that if it's for real, there's going to be a moment during the 6 months where the lightbulb goes on it is all clear.
I am at home without much to do but I'm going to try and keep getting out to see what happens. These effects certainly show up more out on the town. Weren't many women out tonight.. The two that I saw were staring at me from across the whole club though.
1. I am a musician, and I was at a club sitting in. A guy told me about a show that he is playing there in a bit, and a great bass player that I want to play with is playing with him. Without hesitating, I asked him "since xyz is playing do you mind if I sit in?" This is very out of character and bold for me. He said yes of course, because I owned it. This kind of boldness is key for my career path. This made me feel good.
2. Earlier the same guy was on the phone asking me for a favor.. I love to help people out, but it didn't make sense, so I was very comfortable telling him no.
3. Feeling in this club (bare in mind, it is a VERY comfortable environment to begin with) that I own this place, this is my territory, etc. Very "i don't give a fuck" attitude
4. Much more of a "big brother" feeling with sisters, don't know how to describe it
5. Started taking exercise very seriously
6. Feeling more and more like I am a very unique/special guy that women would be very lucky to be with
7. Feeling sexier
8. My aura seems to have expanded to 60+ Feet. THe other day in the bus station I was making eye contact with a girl from a very very far distance. This is probably a combination of the qigong/meditation with the new beliefs.
NOw whether these things are from the affirmations, sub, meditation... Who knows, but it seems like alpha is probably having an effect at this point! :-) These effects certainly aren't from meditation, as I've done that for a long time.. and the affirmations, I haven't even really done the last few days. But once again, who knows. I am not completely sold on these subs yet. I'm sure that if it's for real, there's going to be a moment during the 6 months where the lightbulb goes on it is all clear.
I am at home without much to do but I'm going to try and keep getting out to see what happens. These effects certainly show up more out on the town. Weren't many women out tonight.. The two that I saw were staring at me from across the whole club though.
