12-17-2012, 02:08 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-17-2012, 02:11 PM by alphatrial4.)
Day 7 Stage 1 ---
Definitely feeling the effects. Increasing indifferent towards women, in fact almost turned off by some of their behavior. Getting more looks, but taking less note of it (although I've been having thoughts about the concept of indifference itself haha). Right now when a girl looks at me it doesn't make me feel all elated like it generally would. It's nice, but almost tiring in a way. I am very aware of subtle energies sometimes, and it feels like all the girls checking me out is very draining. There are lots of girls looking at me on the subway and stuff that I'm not really into. I feel like I just want to be alone right now, or hang with my good friends.
There is a girl who is known to be super flirtatious trying super hard to have sex with me. At times it seems like a good idea, but her overall energy is turning me off. It seems like this must be what girls feel like with guys hitting on them in stupid ways. I feel like a dick like looking away when she tries to gaze me in the eyes and stuff, or not laughing at her jokes, but I'm just acting according to how I feel. There is a little issue of guilt around hurting a girl that's into me.
Also feel much increased purpose, confidence in life mission, etc. (although this started before the subs, alpha has been a little boost of confidence). At school I am much more inclined to do precisely what I want instead of what my friends or teachers tell me to do. It's great.
Most of the effects described above I would assume are from Alpha, but I am still doing magnetic mindset until I decide I don't need to anymore (which may naturally happen soon.) I enjoy the affirmations etc. and I think they have given me more charisma which has probably increased attention from women (which it doesn't seem alpha is really doing at this stage). The affirmations also make me very relaxed and I can feel myself sort of emanating positive/sexual energy afterwards.
Edit: Also had a very intense dream about my ex last night - we were deeeeeply in love just like we were in the past - it felt so warm and comfortable, woke up crying. Some other weird dreams too - that i don't remember - very vivid
Definitely feeling the effects. Increasing indifferent towards women, in fact almost turned off by some of their behavior. Getting more looks, but taking less note of it (although I've been having thoughts about the concept of indifference itself haha). Right now when a girl looks at me it doesn't make me feel all elated like it generally would. It's nice, but almost tiring in a way. I am very aware of subtle energies sometimes, and it feels like all the girls checking me out is very draining. There are lots of girls looking at me on the subway and stuff that I'm not really into. I feel like I just want to be alone right now, or hang with my good friends.
There is a girl who is known to be super flirtatious trying super hard to have sex with me. At times it seems like a good idea, but her overall energy is turning me off. It seems like this must be what girls feel like with guys hitting on them in stupid ways. I feel like a dick like looking away when she tries to gaze me in the eyes and stuff, or not laughing at her jokes, but I'm just acting according to how I feel. There is a little issue of guilt around hurting a girl that's into me.
Also feel much increased purpose, confidence in life mission, etc. (although this started before the subs, alpha has been a little boost of confidence). At school I am much more inclined to do precisely what I want instead of what my friends or teachers tell me to do. It's great.
Most of the effects described above I would assume are from Alpha, but I am still doing magnetic mindset until I decide I don't need to anymore (which may naturally happen soon.) I enjoy the affirmations etc. and I think they have given me more charisma which has probably increased attention from women (which it doesn't seem alpha is really doing at this stage). The affirmations also make me very relaxed and I can feel myself sort of emanating positive/sexual energy afterwards.
Edit: Also had a very intense dream about my ex last night - we were deeeeeply in love just like we were in the past - it felt so warm and comfortable, woke up crying. Some other weird dreams too - that i don't remember - very vivid
