12-13-2012, 10:19 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-13-2012, 10:23 PM by alphatrial4.)
I can feel the effects, definitely... It feels deeply natural, and subconscious.. my thoughts about events in my life are already changing to that of a more alpha position. I also feel more zen, less needy, and able to focus on the things that I really want to do much more.
At the same time, I am also experiencing a withdrawal from magnetic mindset. My social skills have decreased a bit (not a lot) and my desire to meet girls has gone down. Also I looked at porn/jacked off again. These things were better when doing MM... no desire for porn at all because my mind was filled with so many beautiful visions from the visualizaiton/affirmation. I may consider continuing some visualization and stuff in the meantime since it was working, while alpha kicks in. Also been meditating a lot which has defintiely released any resistance alpha has brought up. Been very easy so far, but quite positive
Edit: and I'll add that while I do miss the MM effects as they fade - The subliminal is much superior as the MM feels like I have to continually hold onto it and grasp it while the subs change a deeper layer --- It's almost as if I can't help but be alpha.. I have no choice. And I should also note that I am also quite alpha in certain situations... But the situations in which I'm not are the reason I aspire to use the program.
At the same time, I am also experiencing a withdrawal from magnetic mindset. My social skills have decreased a bit (not a lot) and my desire to meet girls has gone down. Also I looked at porn/jacked off again. These things were better when doing MM... no desire for porn at all because my mind was filled with so many beautiful visions from the visualizaiton/affirmation. I may consider continuing some visualization and stuff in the meantime since it was working, while alpha kicks in. Also been meditating a lot which has defintiely released any resistance alpha has brought up. Been very easy so far, but quite positive
Edit: and I'll add that while I do miss the MM effects as they fade - The subliminal is much superior as the MM feels like I have to continually hold onto it and grasp it while the subs change a deeper layer --- It's almost as if I can't help but be alpha.. I have no choice. And I should also note that I am also quite alpha in certain situations... But the situations in which I'm not are the reason I aspire to use the program.
