12-10-2012, 04:46 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-10-2012, 04:48 PM by alphatrial4.)
I will be flat out honest right away, so my journal entry starts honest. My biggest resistance right now is I get the impression that many on this forum are addicted to subs and it seems like some are not truly facing themselves, and instead relying on the sub for everything. We still have to be men, and we still have to be conscious. I do not like the idea of being dependent on an external source for growth.
Maybe I am right, or maybe this is my own negative slant on things. I am not here to trash talk, it is amazing that everyone here is gathered for self-development, and i recognize some people from other forums. Perhaps I am simply recognizing a pattern of behavior in myself and projecting it on everyone here..!
I have had a pretty decent success lately with my own methods, so I don't know why I keep getting drawn to the subs - I can't tell if it's out of fear, or out of my gut, maybe both. My instict does tell me there is a power in using the subs that could be far beyond my own conscious effort. But since i dropped the cash i'm going to stick with it and see what happens, that's the only way.
I can't help but be curious and some of the stories/results seem amazing, and the commitment is so easy. I just have an issue because I don't see it as alpha to be using a subliminal to become more alpha.... ouch my brain hurts!
Maybe I am right, or maybe this is my own negative slant on things. I am not here to trash talk, it is amazing that everyone here is gathered for self-development, and i recognize some people from other forums. Perhaps I am simply recognizing a pattern of behavior in myself and projecting it on everyone here..!
I have had a pretty decent success lately with my own methods, so I don't know why I keep getting drawn to the subs - I can't tell if it's out of fear, or out of my gut, maybe both. My instict does tell me there is a power in using the subs that could be far beyond my own conscious effort. But since i dropped the cash i'm going to stick with it and see what happens, that's the only way.
I can't help but be curious and some of the stories/results seem amazing, and the commitment is so easy. I just have an issue because I don't see it as alpha to be using a subliminal to become more alpha.... ouch my brain hurts!
