12-02-2012, 11:29 AM
Thanks for the encouraging words Patti and I do agree with you the progress I have made since I've been here has been huge and the results are like night and day they really are.
What I was trying to reiterate more to myself than anything else was that these qualities I seek I once had. I had perceived my past in such a bad light when in fact there was only parts of it that were tough. It's just the emotional baggage that was bought about through numerous events over the last 8 years that had jaded by perceptions.
My past has started to become a lot clearer to me lately, quite possibly through removing some of my limiting beliefs. I've realized there once was a time when I did have a large social group and in fact I did have a lot of girls chasing after me (even though I was to blind to see it at the time). Realizing these helps me to further destroy these beliefs that hold me back.
Anyway enough delving into the past and rationalizing
So I started on stage 3 last night also went out to a family function last night and was pleasantly surprised at the ease at which I could converse with others there. In previous years I would have been very quiet and had a tendency to hang around my parents at these sorts of events.
I have found myself being a little discouraged lately by the lack of women and my skills with women and in fact found myself almost a little jealous of those that are good with women or have made huge progress but realize that I will change and progress at my own rate. I also remember from my days of PUA that sometimes just the smallest change can make a world of difference in the result.
What I was trying to reiterate more to myself than anything else was that these qualities I seek I once had. I had perceived my past in such a bad light when in fact there was only parts of it that were tough. It's just the emotional baggage that was bought about through numerous events over the last 8 years that had jaded by perceptions.
My past has started to become a lot clearer to me lately, quite possibly through removing some of my limiting beliefs. I've realized there once was a time when I did have a large social group and in fact I did have a lot of girls chasing after me (even though I was to blind to see it at the time). Realizing these helps me to further destroy these beliefs that hold me back.
Anyway enough delving into the past and rationalizing
So I started on stage 3 last night also went out to a family function last night and was pleasantly surprised at the ease at which I could converse with others there. In previous years I would have been very quiet and had a tendency to hang around my parents at these sorts of events.I have found myself being a little discouraged lately by the lack of women and my skills with women and in fact found myself almost a little jealous of those that are good with women or have made huge progress but realize that I will change and progress at my own rate. I also remember from my days of PUA that sometimes just the smallest change can make a world of difference in the result.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
