12-01-2012, 05:00 AM
Last night I went out witg my friends and had an awesome time. I was so damn free man it was unbelievable. I could say whatever I wanted I could do whatever I wanted. There was basically zero anxiety at all. Man a few months ago I couldnt have a normal conversation without being in my head. Now I think I can go a few hours of just having fun.
The dreams I had last night were the worst ones I have all this time on the sub. I felt like I at least had like 20 dreams cause I would slightly wake up after each one and bam I would have another one. They were all about the end of the world. Some were down right freaky and others were hilarious. A scary one is when I was just freaking out in a car because the end of the world was happend and every one was dying. A funny one is the end of the world was nearly about to end and I was at party having the time of my life. I felt so awesome and I was doing all this crazy stuff and fought the strongest kid(a kid I cannot stand) in school for the heck of it.
The dreams I had last night were the worst ones I have all this time on the sub. I felt like I at least had like 20 dreams cause I would slightly wake up after each one and bam I would have another one. They were all about the end of the world. Some were down right freaky and others were hilarious. A scary one is when I was just freaking out in a car because the end of the world was happend and every one was dying. A funny one is the end of the world was nearly about to end and I was at party having the time of my life. I felt so awesome and I was doing all this crazy stuff and fought the strongest kid(a kid I cannot stand) in school for the heck of it.
