11-30-2012, 04:41 PM
(11-29-2012, 02:44 PM)Shannon Wrote: It is very frustrating seeing the matrix, and understanding things that can be done with it, and not having the energy or skill to do those things. I find myself responding that way frequently.
I think maybe it goes along with my high standards for myself. I feel like since it's an environment I live in I should do something about it. But then I stop to think what could I actually do? Then my brain goes a thousand miles a minute and before I know it, I've forgotten that it's way more important to take care of myself first.
Maybe it's just me projecting and trying to rationalize my own anxiety. But I wonder if the collective feelings of people in the U.S. can result in a general vibe that people pick up on. Sort of like animals picking up on impending natural disasters. But could also be me being delusional, sometimes when things feel bad your whole perspective on life gets twisted up.
