11-28-2012, 11:58 PM
The insecurity is still sitting around although not quite as intense as it was a few days ago. Its almost like I've taken a u-turn from how I have been but if there's one thing I've learnt from Shannons subs its never judge the end result by what i'm feeling at the present moment.
I've been very withdrawn the last little while even though I feel no more insecure in a new social situation as I do when i'm by myself. I just don't feel like talking or have anything to say to most people and I feel ok with that, even though I keep telling myself I have to be social.
So i'm two days of the end of stage 2 so I thought I would sum things up
* A lot of insecurity coming up - Feels very similar to how I felt in high school
* Flirting defiantly improved at the start of the stage but its a little hard to tell where it's at now
* Increase in girls attention and looks even when I feel insecure
* Some isolation or feelings of wanting to isolate and be alone kicking in
That's about all I can think of right now kind of reminded me of AM stage 2 and AM stage 5 combined.
I've been very withdrawn the last little while even though I feel no more insecure in a new social situation as I do when i'm by myself. I just don't feel like talking or have anything to say to most people and I feel ok with that, even though I keep telling myself I have to be social.
So i'm two days of the end of stage 2 so I thought I would sum things up
* A lot of insecurity coming up - Feels very similar to how I felt in high school
* Flirting defiantly improved at the start of the stage but its a little hard to tell where it's at now
* Increase in girls attention and looks even when I feel insecure
* Some isolation or feelings of wanting to isolate and be alone kicking in
That's about all I can think of right now kind of reminded me of AM stage 2 and AM stage 5 combined.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
