11-24-2012, 04:33 PM
(11-23-2012, 04:21 PM)Lkawakita Wrote: Thanks for doing a journal on this sub Walker.
I believe it served well it's purpose. It gave you the confidence to face your fears which, as that phrase you said it was at your head at the 3 first days, were "all heavy stuff".
Anyway, how that VIP meeting you mentioned at your first post went?
Thanks Lk..Yes i believe it is a great sub and it has helped me a lot;...I feel it has given me the kick start i needed to address my huge problem with fear and thats why i feel i need to do the O.F.sub at this time.
I have so much fear inside me....fears that i have been trying to cover up for years...Fear of people , places, situations etc...so many that i have lost count but i really feel a great motivation at this time to push on with my life and try to deal with my problems once and for all....with the help of the subs of course..
I was at the V.I.P meeting as well and although im afraid i did indulge in some alcohol ...(felt guilty afterwords)..i still felt i made some progress, although until their is a time that i can do these things cold stone sober only then will i be truely satisfied with myself.
But i am feeling good at the moment and feel i am on the right track with the subs so i will keep going.
I will be giving this next sub a good run and hope to write about it.
Thanks Lk for your interest and good luck to you.
Cheers.