11-12-2012, 07:16 PM
I hope so to but the more I delve into fear the more I realise its grip on my life and the grip its had on me my whole life. Most decisions, most actions are based on fear. It's funny I used to think of myself as fearless because I could go bunny jumping or sky diving or participate in other adrenaline sports but I realize this as just an illusion and there is so much more fear inside me.
This fear has been coming up a lot in the last 2 days. I could feel it building but its at a bit of a logger head at the moment. I've also realised I get quite heavily into porn, eating and dating sites when this fear comes up as a way to escape but there's only so long I can escape for. So hasn't been the most pleasant couple of days.
On the other side of things have been bumping into a lot of people from my past. Quite literally at a rate of about 3 or 4 a week which is how many I would usually bump into in a year. While this could be coincidence I highly doubt it.
This fear has been coming up a lot in the last 2 days. I could feel it building but its at a bit of a logger head at the moment. I've also realised I get quite heavily into porn, eating and dating sites when this fear comes up as a way to escape but there's only so long I can escape for. So hasn't been the most pleasant couple of days.
On the other side of things have been bumping into a lot of people from my past. Quite literally at a rate of about 3 or 4 a week which is how many I would usually bump into in a year. While this could be coincidence I highly doubt it.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
