Yesterday day was nice. I felt pretty comfortable and confident. It was not as good as when I started the program but still nice. These little nightmares it seems are getting worse. I feel like I'm having more of them and they are getting scarier. Today though I just feel so frustrated like I just wanna break everything. I don't even no why.
You know how spiritual teachers say the ego is an illusion? Well I'm seeing that a lot more clearly all of a sudden. Over the past few days I feel like I'm seeing things clearer. I'm seeing the beauty of the world more. I'm also seeing how temporary things are as well. It is an off and on type thing I by no means experiencing this state most of the time but it's a start.
You know how spiritual teachers say the ego is an illusion? Well I'm seeing that a lot more clearly all of a sudden. Over the past few days I feel like I'm seeing things clearer. I'm seeing the beauty of the world more. I'm also seeing how temporary things are as well. It is an off and on type thing I by no means experiencing this state most of the time but it's a start.
