11-08-2012, 05:09 PM
Been feeling a little self concious and a general uncomfortableness. Two thoughts I've noticed. One is that I feel I fear of people think poorly of me, I fear losing my fears. The second one is interesting to me. Theres thoughts that are like "You'll be lost if you lose all your fears." Theres other thoughts like that too. It's just like something is pushing back inside me. The first fear I mentioned though is one that I've known existed it's just coming up more. I'm feeling more indecisive as well. I'll just suppose that just means that is working. Anyways I despite all that I managed to go out with my friends tonight and have a good time. Lots of laughs. I can tell I'm more confident and comfortable since last year. So that makes me happy.
