11-07-2012, 01:51 PM
It's transitioning to winter where I live. Honestly, I can't stand this weather. I tend to get depressed more often.
But I feel like I'm regaining control of the fear again. Being without the sub for a week really messed up my progress. In that time similar thinking patterns emerged and I dug myself into a hole. Trying to just pull myself out of that rut.
Dreams are definitely being affected from the sub. Strange dreams though, they tend to be really close to being realistic. My most recent dream was me walking down a street and seeing a gruesome accident. Won't get into detail considering this section of the forum isn't really appropriate for that.
As always though I let go of expectations and just let whatever happens happen. I also keep the focus on me and avoid comparing myself to others.
But I feel like I'm regaining control of the fear again. Being without the sub for a week really messed up my progress. In that time similar thinking patterns emerged and I dug myself into a hole. Trying to just pull myself out of that rut.
Dreams are definitely being affected from the sub. Strange dreams though, they tend to be really close to being realistic. My most recent dream was me walking down a street and seeing a gruesome accident. Won't get into detail considering this section of the forum isn't really appropriate for that.
As always though I let go of expectations and just let whatever happens happen. I also keep the focus on me and avoid comparing myself to others.
