So been feeling a bit off the last two days. Not feeling much like being social but have tried to get out anyway. People have been asking the last couple of days why i've been so quiet. This always happens at the start of a new stage so not to much of a major really.
What I did notice today was. First off there is a cafe that I go to on a Saturday and there is a girl there I usually have a bit of a chat to. Today I just happened to start flirting with her, nothing to abrupt just a bit of light teasing and playfulness, she was laughing away as we were chatting. We ended up chatting for about 10 minutes when usually we would maybe chat for 2 with no flirting. It felt very natural and I just blurted things out without thinking. Another thing was I always go to see my sister for lunch on a Saturday for a catch up. Usually her manager ignores me and really today so anything today she just said 'hi' with a massive smile on her face. Then as I was leaving waved goodbye with a big smile on her face. While this isn't much its the fact that its very different from say even a week ago. Will be interesting to see where stage 2 takes me
Edit: Another thing that was cool was my complete lack of concern about whether they were attracted or not I just wanted to chat and have fun and be playful
What I did notice today was. First off there is a cafe that I go to on a Saturday and there is a girl there I usually have a bit of a chat to. Today I just happened to start flirting with her, nothing to abrupt just a bit of light teasing and playfulness, she was laughing away as we were chatting. We ended up chatting for about 10 minutes when usually we would maybe chat for 2 with no flirting. It felt very natural and I just blurted things out without thinking. Another thing was I always go to see my sister for lunch on a Saturday for a catch up. Usually her manager ignores me and really today so anything today she just said 'hi' with a massive smile on her face. Then as I was leaving waved goodbye with a big smile on her face. While this isn't much its the fact that its very different from say even a week ago. Will be interesting to see where stage 2 takes me
Edit: Another thing that was cool was my complete lack of concern about whether they were attracted or not I just wanted to chat and have fun and be playful
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of