One night, I know the general consensus is that results from subliminals take more than that, but I think removing negativity is a different type.
Overall I've just been fed up with the persistent negativity inside of me. And even the first time I ran this sub, I was very reluctant to allow those emotions to purge from my body. I don't know how my subconscious deals with this stuff. Whether I feel bad for a day or two, or a week, then it purges or within the hour. I can't possibly know, all I know is I have to just let it run it's course of action.
I'm the type of person that uses their thoughts to distance themselves from their emotions. I think the thing is that I want to believe that all problems can be solved in a rational manner. Sometimes it's better to just shut off the thinking and just go with what you feel and let it do what it has to do.
The one thing I always constantly feel is that I chose this for myself and it's my fault. And I always felt that the only reason I had a need to try so hard to be positive is because the negativity is always weighing me down. At this point I feel like it's a parasite attached to me and doesn't want to separate from me.
I know something is off. I've known for a while now. Slowly the subs are helping me fix that. I've said it before but there is a huge difference between getting something intellectually vs actually feeling it. Once you feel it, you know that's your reality now. But until you truly experience it, it just seems like a vague concept.
Overall I try to get to the root of my issues intellectually. Maybe I'm just thinking about it too much. Maybe I do feel bad and I just need to get rid of that negativity, I don't need to know how it came about or hold onto it as a form of self identity. I guess the frustration of it all is what gets to me and I never felt comfortable having an outlet for those emotions and maybe that's exactly what I need to do instead of thinking about the why behind it. I really don't know, all I can do is just keep trying to grow and learn along the way.
I might run ultra success alongside this sub though or maybe happiness and joy. Just seems like a good idea to fill the space where the negativity used to occupy.
Overall I've just been fed up with the persistent negativity inside of me. And even the first time I ran this sub, I was very reluctant to allow those emotions to purge from my body. I don't know how my subconscious deals with this stuff. Whether I feel bad for a day or two, or a week, then it purges or within the hour. I can't possibly know, all I know is I have to just let it run it's course of action.
I'm the type of person that uses their thoughts to distance themselves from their emotions. I think the thing is that I want to believe that all problems can be solved in a rational manner. Sometimes it's better to just shut off the thinking and just go with what you feel and let it do what it has to do.
The one thing I always constantly feel is that I chose this for myself and it's my fault. And I always felt that the only reason I had a need to try so hard to be positive is because the negativity is always weighing me down. At this point I feel like it's a parasite attached to me and doesn't want to separate from me.
I know something is off. I've known for a while now. Slowly the subs are helping me fix that. I've said it before but there is a huge difference between getting something intellectually vs actually feeling it. Once you feel it, you know that's your reality now. But until you truly experience it, it just seems like a vague concept.
Overall I try to get to the root of my issues intellectually. Maybe I'm just thinking about it too much. Maybe I do feel bad and I just need to get rid of that negativity, I don't need to know how it came about or hold onto it as a form of self identity. I guess the frustration of it all is what gets to me and I never felt comfortable having an outlet for those emotions and maybe that's exactly what I need to do instead of thinking about the why behind it. I really don't know, all I can do is just keep trying to grow and learn along the way.
I might run ultra success alongside this sub though or maybe happiness and joy. Just seems like a good idea to fill the space where the negativity used to occupy.
