10-12-2012, 12:58 PM
Yea man was some major changes in a few days.
So been having thoughts of quitting the last few days. I know its all resistance so trying not to even entertain the thoughts but I've been feeling quite shut down, very closed off. I feel like just staying at home and not going out and doing things. It feels like a big push to get out and not be a hermit at the moment which is strange as its almost the opposite of what I was feeling a week ago.
Have had a lot of girls smiling at me lately, most girls I pass in the street infact but have been sick this week and took my first sick day in two years the other day.
So been having thoughts of quitting the last few days. I know its all resistance so trying not to even entertain the thoughts but I've been feeling quite shut down, very closed off. I feel like just staying at home and not going out and doing things. It feels like a big push to get out and not be a hermit at the moment which is strange as its almost the opposite of what I was feeling a week ago.
Have had a lot of girls smiling at me lately, most girls I pass in the street infact but have been sick this week and took my first sick day in two years the other day.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
