03-21-2026, 10:01 PM
Day 22,
I've one week deeper into my musical. Things have been going very well. It's all very smooth.
I'm making some occasional flubs and errors. A really big one at the matinee show where the capo when awry; it's a lifelong lesson at this point to bend the top E string back a tad before placing the capo so that it doesn't get pushed over the edge.
I cracked 6,000 known words in my German vocabulary yesterday, all while managing my full-time job and my musical-based responsibilities. I'm increasing my vocabulary by about 1,000 words every 20 days or so.
I must say, I'm excited to run AM7 Stage 0 (and eventually the subsequent not-yet-released stages)
It feels like the entire world around me is geared toward weakening me.
I know that I've felt a loss of resolve and personal self-certainty. To be fair, my last run of AM6 was nigh on 10 years ago at this point.
I've also made some realizations over what's waiting for me - aka the quality of people, partners, institutions - after developing myself to my fullest extent, and I've gotten depressed by my findings, which has translated into a loss of motivation in relation to sprinting toward the finish line.
I've one week deeper into my musical. Things have been going very well. It's all very smooth.
I'm making some occasional flubs and errors. A really big one at the matinee show where the capo when awry; it's a lifelong lesson at this point to bend the top E string back a tad before placing the capo so that it doesn't get pushed over the edge.
I cracked 6,000 known words in my German vocabulary yesterday, all while managing my full-time job and my musical-based responsibilities. I'm increasing my vocabulary by about 1,000 words every 20 days or so.
I must say, I'm excited to run AM7 Stage 0 (and eventually the subsequent not-yet-released stages)
It feels like the entire world around me is geared toward weakening me.
I know that I've felt a loss of resolve and personal self-certainty. To be fair, my last run of AM6 was nigh on 10 years ago at this point.
I've also made some realizations over what's waiting for me - aka the quality of people, partners, institutions - after developing myself to my fullest extent, and I've gotten depressed by my findings, which has translated into a loss of motivation in relation to sprinting toward the finish line.
