10-18-2025, 02:18 PM
I’ve made a lot of progress but I’m dissatisfied with where I’m at. I want to win, I want to dominate in the external world. I’m still focusing on healing to have a good foundation, but at some point I’m going to have to turn my attention towards becoming a strong and effective person. I feel too ineffective with people when things require disagreeableness. It’s annoying because I feel like I can understand situations, but can’t execute how I would like.
I’ll be running AM7 and UMS3 at some point, but I’m holding off on that to heal some more. Hopefully I can delay my desire to run those programs for a bit longer, since focusing on my foundation first will pay off in the long run.
I’ll be running AM7 and UMS3 at some point, but I’m holding off on that to heal some more. Hopefully I can delay my desire to run those programs for a bit longer, since focusing on my foundation first will pay off in the long run.

