04-07-2025, 02:36 PM
OSC + DRS v2, Day 61
Ooof again, two more days to go! I'm about ready for OGSF, lol.
Seeing my lady analyst tomorrow, I really don't feel like talking to her, though.
I've been sleeping in a lot and there's lots of stuff going under the hood, based on my dreams and such. It kinda feels like 6G is trying to power through deep trauma even though OSC is not really designed for this, lol.
I think I'll be postponing the recording until next week. Gonna miss out on one opportunity but I really don't feel like doing all the busywork. Besides, it's just a competition, not an audition, so screw those guys and F the system.
Still feeling misanthropic.
Basically, OSC is powering through and I'm holding fast but outside symptoms are akin to a depressive episode. My mood isn't low, though, I'm just feeling kinda "meh, whatever" about everything and/or pissed off at people. Hopefully this will pay dividends down the line.
This chick from my expert-through-experience course keeps bugging me to make arrangements to go to our reunion because she wants to catch up on the train or something and then go for a walk or whatever. I was planning to test X4A on her but now I kinda don't feel like it, TBH.
Ooof again, two more days to go! I'm about ready for OGSF, lol.
Seeing my lady analyst tomorrow, I really don't feel like talking to her, though.
I've been sleeping in a lot and there's lots of stuff going under the hood, based on my dreams and such. It kinda feels like 6G is trying to power through deep trauma even though OSC is not really designed for this, lol.
I think I'll be postponing the recording until next week. Gonna miss out on one opportunity but I really don't feel like doing all the busywork. Besides, it's just a competition, not an audition, so screw those guys and F the system.
Still feeling misanthropic.
Basically, OSC is powering through and I'm holding fast but outside symptoms are akin to a depressive episode. My mood isn't low, though, I'm just feeling kinda "meh, whatever" about everything and/or pissed off at people. Hopefully this will pay dividends down the line.
This chick from my expert-through-experience course keeps bugging me to make arrangements to go to our reunion because she wants to catch up on the train or something and then go for a walk or whatever. I was planning to test X4A on her but now I kinda don't feel like it, TBH.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
