09-22-2012, 01:20 AM
(09-21-2012, 02:29 PM)Sean Wrote: For 6) I meant why do you think you are getting anxious.
Since English is not your primary language, I think 64 days is a better idea. I believe Shannon mentioned somewhere (the instructions?) that if English is not your primary language, it can take twice as long for the subs to be effective.
I'm not an expert, however I believe continuing the program will wear down your resistance. I believe it will be darkest before the dawn, as the fears causing your insecurity try to continue their claim on you.
Incidentally, your English is very good; I could not tell that it wasn't your native tongue.
The reason of why I think I'm feeling anxious is simple. I try to lead a more harmonic lifestyle and pay attention to my actions each day. I meditate, read inspiring and thought-provoking literature, spend quality time with friends and family, practice gratitude and generally am aware of my inner state. This usually is a gift, but I know that underneath the growth process lie some blocks from childhood and effects of the period in life when I was on auto-pilot and had absorbed emotions and beliefs from local environment, which tend not to be too motivating. So, now it creates the resistance and the old feelings have surfaced.
For example, I am currently looking for a job and at times I feel confident and at ease, but there are some periods, when I feel fearful, uncertain and just scared of whats ahead and regarding my goals. Obviously, that happens from time to time and it goes away, but I found the timing too much of a coincidence. I am confident in ASC, for sure, but I am wondering if I should switch the medicine or continue with it.
Thank you for your kind words. I remember reading instructions of subliminals, regarding the fluency of English and I concluded that I can use it for 32 days, as I read, listen and meditate using material in English. I think my understanding should be sufficient, but to be sure, I will increase the time to absorb ASC.
I really appreciate your input! You are helpful and I wish the best in your journey
