07-11-2024, 03:46 PM
Had a productive session with my lovely therapist. I had some choice words to say about some of my "friends", too.
Had a dream last night which would indicate my subC is dealing with something related to times when I was in primary school/junior high. So we're digging deeper now.
Today I did nearly 5 loops of EHPRA because foobar decided to crap out on me like, 3/4ths of the way through my initial loop, so I decided "screw it" and started my loops from the beginning (the loop was also interrupted earlier on by a phone call, oy. It's why I'd rather play subs from my computer, less chance of such things happening). Not feeling any sort of overwhelm or anything. Thinking about stuff. Thinking about disawoval, as the man said. <thinky face>
Had a dream last night which would indicate my subC is dealing with something related to times when I was in primary school/junior high. So we're digging deeper now.
Today I did nearly 5 loops of EHPRA because foobar decided to crap out on me like, 3/4ths of the way through my initial loop, so I decided "screw it" and started my loops from the beginning (the loop was also interrupted earlier on by a phone call, oy. It's why I'd rather play subs from my computer, less chance of such things happening). Not feeling any sort of overwhelm or anything. Thinking about stuff. Thinking about disawoval, as the man said. <thinky face>
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
