06-05-2024, 11:25 PM
(06-05-2024, 07:38 PM)Shannon Wrote:(06-01-2024, 01:23 AM)MrGnome Wrote: Day: 103
Huh Funny how an simple fish stall can make me so happy, Although to be fair I used to get fish weekly with my dad in the past (and is one of my few good memories of him..)
Also I figured out what was "wrong" with me last week.
Shannon is sort of right haha xD
The "Problem" is that I start craving outside activities in the weekend, The only problem is that I live in a village so there's not much to do here.
Also I dont know anyone here yet despite living here for 6 years..
(although this makes sense considering my hermit lifestyle...)
So for now I guess I just need to take a new hobby in the form of walking outside. : )
Fun fact: in the past I used to be scared to walk outside for the sake of walking outside, I always needed a goal so that I didn't look weird or got in the way of someone else
Goals like: visiting friends I used to have in my old village or getting something from a store.. but now I can just walk outside no problem the only problem left is the rain haha xD.
You can do a lot by yourself and have a good time. Metal detecting, photography, painting, drawing, writing, hiking, gardening, making and flying model planes, and many more options exist.
Yeah, I already take more time to walk around and making photo's is also a nice idea but I have to save for AM7 first : ) (but saving money for a nice camara sounds like a good idea) : )
Day 108:
Huh Yesterday I felt that funny energy feeling again like I did in the first few days..
Did I somehow get used to it and no longer noticing it for a while or is it a sign I got trough the resistance?
I also start to feel slightly more confident and feel less worries worried about others opinions..
(Even if it took a while before I finally decided to call my work off because I have a cold and alot of coughing and if I didn;t do it soon I might have gotten a throat infection)
So yeah I still need to learn to take better care of myself and fully stop worrying about what others think hehe..
but we're on the right track : )
