04-20-2024, 10:29 AM
Been a while since I journalled and I need to get this off my chest.
Im very active on social media and Im aware what kind of content I release. In turn it attracts several responses. From people trying to win favors, to straight up brats, which comes with the territory. This is an indirect result of OF as im very uninhibited, flirty, and what not. I always theorized OF dealing with our very primal nature, and therefore there can be DMSI like effects. Seeing my follower base aswell as my progress in personal interest, I can say im right. I might run OF all night tonight due to experiencing pre AM6 levels of fear. Im having waves of anger stemming from fear of hurting people ( fear of loss ) and setting boundaries. Im avoiding my platform right now like a pu$$y. Like dude... wtf. In my day to day life I experience almost 0 fear and have 0 problems setting boundaries ( social media gives my brain wiggleroom for doubt through thinkjng instead of direct action, similar to what I see with texting, the whole measuring of my response )
Im counting on OF to work this out tonight. I just dont feel good having this type of fear. I can atleast pinpoint it through vent-posting this way.
Im very active on social media and Im aware what kind of content I release. In turn it attracts several responses. From people trying to win favors, to straight up brats, which comes with the territory. This is an indirect result of OF as im very uninhibited, flirty, and what not. I always theorized OF dealing with our very primal nature, and therefore there can be DMSI like effects. Seeing my follower base aswell as my progress in personal interest, I can say im right. I might run OF all night tonight due to experiencing pre AM6 levels of fear. Im having waves of anger stemming from fear of hurting people ( fear of loss ) and setting boundaries. Im avoiding my platform right now like a pu$$y. Like dude... wtf. In my day to day life I experience almost 0 fear and have 0 problems setting boundaries ( social media gives my brain wiggleroom for doubt through thinkjng instead of direct action, similar to what I see with texting, the whole measuring of my response )
Im counting on OF to work this out tonight. I just dont feel good having this type of fear. I can atleast pinpoint it through vent-posting this way.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
