04-16-2024, 07:55 AM
I had a bit of trouble falling asleep after two loops but I slept later. I was a little bit frustrated during my singing practice today (it's not AMAZING ENOUGH for my tastes!). My dreams would indicate that my subC is hard at work healing stuff related to singing/my career, among other things. The wonky "dark" sensation that then would go all wonky-ticklish within my body has pretty much disappeared (I could feel it happening gradually while I was listening to the loops). I am experiencing anger at various people - it's as if certain individuals are really hoping I'm going to shut up and stop expressing my displeasure/righteous anger, even internally (and especially externally) and that I will cease *doing productive stuff* (as well as stuffies and thingies) altogether. Now I'm torn between practicing some more and calling it a day and doing translation work instead because I've got quite a bit of it.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley