(03-24-2024, 11:12 AM)Shannon Wrote: Porn usage is commonly correlated to efforts to self medicate and/or escape uncomfortable feelings, as well as efforts to deplete energy to do something feared.
Yeah,That does make sense.
Day 47:
Welp this is interesting, Last Friday and Yesterday I was extreemly tired (more then usuale) but today I'm very happy and got alot more energy despite still being a little bit tired!
I also noticed that during sleeping yesterday I felt that feeling of love again that I remembered from using aura of love so that was also awesome.
normally I would look at tomorrow with fear, because my job coach will show up again and we probably have a conversation about things I do wrong and remembering things wrong...
but now even while thinking about it, It still doesn't take my happiness away
. I'm also going to fully embrace it for now, Because it might leave me again later. (I'm aware of having shifting results)
Oh I also start to get desires to get out of the house more often.
Dont have much to do yet but I realize that just walking around the street and enjoying the wheather is okay.
but hey I'm almost 2 month's in! (12 more days to go for the 2 month's) and I'm already feeling awesome Thanks Shannon
Can't wait to see what the next 4 month's and 12 days will give me
