AM6 - Alpha King (My First Run)

[Johannesbrst]

Stage 6, Day 18:

I'm feeling a bit on edge today. A client disrespected me and walked away mid sentence. I expected my aura of dominance and confidence to be stronger at this point. I think Alpha Male could improve in these areas. It could be due to older technology or personal execution issues. With what other programs from the 5G timeline offer, I believe do AM could enhance these aspects.

I know that just 20 minutes of affirmations in front of the mirror would have made this "client" act differently, or at least I would have immediately put her in her place! I was in shock and gave away my power in that situation, and that's not who I am or who I can be.

I hope AM7 will address issues like these, including the reluctance to approach or at least easily attract women.

The theme of not approaching women and feeling more frustrated in this area continues. It seems challenging for me to approach, and when I do, I come across as distant and aloof, which isn't attractive. Even when I see a girl I like, I can't bring myself to talk to her, and if I do, the outcome is usually negative.

These two points were much better when I was doing conscious affirmations in front of the mirror or at least written affirmations once a day. 
I could approach with ease. I had opportunities lined up for me everywhere I went. I had a cool smile and don't fuck with me stare. I was happier and I had a very strong aura of dominance and confidence!
So yes, I'm disappointed right now.

The program has pushed me in business directions in very good ways, which is significant. The non-neediness is also great. But a few things are really lacking.

I'm becoming more of a loner in a bad way. It's like being the guy who can make money or focus on himself but has nothing cool or happy about his life or aura. Just walking around the mall is less fun than it used to be. Interactions with people are not enjoyable. Everything is too serious, and while the maturity programming is cool in some ways, on the other hand, I just feel like an old James Bond guy who barely talks, barely cares, and is barely involved with people, and not really happy.

I hope this makes sense to someone here. I'm not tearing down this program because it's obviously a very good program, but I feel it lacks a lot of gratitude, happiness, confidence to approach, and attracting women. It lacks having that look that says "don't fuck with me" like I used to. Also, the cool energy where everywhere I went, people gravitated toward me and respected me is missing. Some good luck is also missing, in my opinion. I hope everything I'm saying will come across in the best way possible.

I don't think AM should be anything close to WM or SM but at least to have women gravitate towards the user or really respect the user everywhere he goes is not something I feel right now.

I have a very good feeling that @Shannon is aware of everything I've touched on and takes it into account with AM7. And if not, I hope now it will be taken into account. I do want to say I recommend AM; however, things should be better.

I hope this finds you well because I will continue with my journey and using Shannon's programs

Perhaps you need to worry less about what people do and try to control their actions and instead focus more on how you react to things happening. The problem here isn't really her disrespecting you, it's you allowing yourself to get getting upset by her behavior. 

We shouldn't let people treat us badly, then we should calmly tell them that is not an acceptable behavior, but we need to train ourselves ton not get affected by what other people do or don't do. If we are affected by it, we are in reality giving away our sense of inner stability to other people and letting our moods be affected by how they choose to act.