12-24-2023, 01:18 PM
On UMS2 my brain was trying to go into overdrive but pain and apathy were in the way. By overdrive I mean this success based hustle state similar to a pro sports player drawing out everything they have into a performance. Some of that has cleared and I’m getting a little taste of it and it’s awesome. The funny part is that I didn’t even realize I was doing it until I reflected.
