11-07-2023, 08:13 AM
I need to write this somewhere so i can remind it later if i ever forget. I seriously need to put my mind to work again, since learning at school and the conditioning was such a pain i rather don't learn anything but now i'm having a hard time to put my mind to work, a shame i can't use MLS just yet.
What i just learned was that i need to get discipline and self control, if i always get down and depressed because of the stuff i dislike so later i just log in social networks so i can relieve (in theory) my stress and calm my nerves watching useless videos or porn or anime or whatever i won't be having what i need to get the freedom i want. Now i just wait two more weeks to abandon that worthless stuff i loathe so much to get my 100% back or that's the plan.
Next step is find whatever means i need to obtain so i can stray from the slavery path and that means getting rid of my trauma and limited beliefs, get out of my house to get a better undestanding of whatever i'm searching, interact with people and so. Also having time for doing nothing and get my mind clear. Not very specific since this is the first time getting out of the cage but is better than nothing, finding the truth is more complex that it seems (for me)
What i just learned was that i need to get discipline and self control, if i always get down and depressed because of the stuff i dislike so later i just log in social networks so i can relieve (in theory) my stress and calm my nerves watching useless videos or porn or anime or whatever i won't be having what i need to get the freedom i want. Now i just wait two more weeks to abandon that worthless stuff i loathe so much to get my 100% back or that's the plan.
Next step is find whatever means i need to obtain so i can stray from the slavery path and that means getting rid of my trauma and limited beliefs, get out of my house to get a better undestanding of whatever i'm searching, interact with people and so. Also having time for doing nothing and get my mind clear. Not very specific since this is the first time getting out of the cage but is better than nothing, finding the truth is more complex that it seems (for me)