11-03-2023, 02:40 PM
I'm starting to see where the success is leading me, to break free from my slavery condition, it's not like i was oblivious of it but most likely my hope and dreams were crushed the more i grow up eventually turning myself into a slave but eventhough i noticed i was unable to do a thing (most likely because of beliefs and the same trauma) sounds like i was doomed to turn into a zombie and yes, thanks to my depression, trauma, beliefs, brainwash and their effects i'm already kind of a zombie but lately i seem to be recovering my former hope and dreams, i'm still not in a condition to try and do the deed but every day my conviction to change my life grows more and more, i already betrayed myself once but it won't happen again.
