10-19-2023, 08:00 AM
Quote: your subconscious has figured out how to use epileptic seizures to prevent you from doing things it doesn't want you doing, then I cannot help you. I will never advise you to risk seizures. But I don't think that self growth is going to trigger seizures.
What I ment with it was that My mother and I both fear for me to work 5 full days because I use to get seizures not long ago
Back in 2017, We moved in with my Sister till we found a new house for us to live in. (My mom wanted to move somewhere else because my Dad Died at the end of 2016..)
There was alot of uncomfortable stuff and I got a few seizure attacks starting from there.. It was also the time where I used Subs from a crappy 15 euro store that promised you good things in only 1 month... with non bineary waves... (man do I regret that..)
In fact it was the Moment I subscribed to your Experiences that I stopped getting seizure attacks in august 2020. The only moment I passed out was because I didn't drink enough water (hence why I now always carry a waterbottle with me)
I still got pills for it though.. and I mainly suspect it was that cheap skate subs site that caused my Seizures to come back after I lost it at age 7...
I never told this to my mom though... but still there's still this kind of fear of me getting a seizure attack When I get to much stress again in both my mother and myself..
This was what I ment with that quote.
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