AoL:The Journey to the Self Love I deserve

[Shannon]

The first step to changing that is to recognize that you have accepted "manchild" as your identity, which is in large part enabling and resulting in the actions that perpetuate that reality.  In other words, you have accepted it as true and unchanging, and you therefore subconsciously (and maybe consciously as well) perpetuate that as being reality for yourself.

The secret to changing that starts with choosing to identify as a self sufficient adult, and start acting like and working towards accepting responsibility like a self sufficient adult.  It means you stop relying on everyone else to tell you who and what you are, and start making those choices for yourself.  It means you decide on a goal for yourself to achieve in terms of what you want to become, and then start consciously working towards it.  And you're going to need to harden up a bit, develop some thicker skin, and stop taking things so personally.  I started off that way as well, but once you understand what needs to be done, it can be done.  I did it using Alpha Male and, ironically Sex Magnet.  Sex Magnet, after several runs of Alpha Male, seems to have been what finally broke through my social anxiety.

It also means that you stop seeking for what you need and want, including approval, permission and love, from others and start providing them for yourself first.  No woman worth having is ever going to choose a manchild, never mind willingly have kids with someone who can't or won't be as strong or stronger than she is, and capable of taking care of himself at the very least.

If you want this, you have a lot of changes to make to yourself, and those changes are going to naturally result in changes in every other part of your life, including your relationship with your parents and everyone else as you start stepping up, becoming the adult you should be at your age, and setting personal boundaries.  You're going to make mistakes in learning this new thing called being a self sufficient man, and that's okay.  It's not always easy to grow and deal with change, but trying to stagnate and hide from the fact that change is the only constant will only make your life progressively worse and harder.

I suggest that when you are ready to make that change, that you first run Absolute Self Confidence for a month or two, and then move on to Alpha Male v6 or later.

And no, it's not going to be easy, and sometimes it won't be fun or comfortable.  But as a man, an adult, you know that that is a standard part of being an adult man, and you learn to deal with it, instead of letting it stop you.

Now the question you have to ask yourself is... am I going to make excuses and hide again, or am I going to make the changes that are necessary to get what will make me happy for once in my life?

You are right, 

Ironicly, I already had alpha male (6g) and woman magnet on my planning but if sex magnet works better I will use that one later instead

Don't misunderstand me.  You don't need Sex Magnet.  You need to grow into a self sufficient adult.  That's what Alpha Male is designed to do, at a minimum.  Sex Magnet is only for use after you've been through Alpha Male, and it's not aimed at making you grow, it's aimed at making you a raw sex beast that women can't resist.  But at the same time, they'll see you as a piece of fuck meat.  You need a strong self esteem and base for that sort of scenario, and Alpha Male is that base.  Sex Magnet isn't even on the table until you have that sorted.

I always thought I needed a strong basis first like OGSF and Aura of Love (even more so when I failed my old experiences) but it's okay. 

Is that fear leading to excuses to put it off until tomorrow, which never comes?  AM is not easy, but it will also not allow you to hide from things that need to be done and dealt with.  It's going to force you to deal with the issues holding you back.  AM 6G is a ways off yet, so get yourself prepped with OGSF and such, but don't use those programs and "preparation" as excuses to postpone it if that end goal is what you really want.

The point of Aura of Love is mainly learning to love myself, I also read that when used for a specific time both future and past experiences would work better.

I get that.  But AM will get you to love yourself too, and in a much better way.  Self respect, self esteem, self worth and self consideration all go way up.  Those are all forms of self love.

Anyway as soon as Alpha male 6g comes out I will start (Absolute Self confidence and) Alpha male 6g and after that one use Sex magnet instead of woman magnet. 

The first program that will be released in 6G is ASC.  Use that while I'm building the second program, AM v7 in 6G.

Then use AM v7.  Don't worry about Sex Magnet or Woman Magnet, which may not be upgraded any time soon.  Those are both distractions.  Women aren't your goal.  Your goal is to improve and grow within yourself for a while here.  

I know I might risk epileptic seizures (from working to much if I get pushed to do so mentally) but still I would like to act more like my age.

If your subconscious has figured out how to use epileptic seizures to prevent you from doing things it doesn't want you doing, then I cannot help you.  I will never advise you to risk seizures.  But I don't think that self growth is going to trigger seizures.

(and who knows I might not even lose my party animal part haha. xD)

Being a self sufficient adult man doesn't mean you become boring or stodgy.  It just means that you can take care of yourself and you don't willingly allow others to take advantage of you.  It means you are self responsible, self capable and self respecting.  When you find something standing in your way, you automatically think, "How do I get past this?" instead of "How do I hide from this?", and then you do what it takes to keep going towards your goals.

Party animal doesn't stop because adult starts.  You just have to moderate and balance your responsibilities with your fun.