10-10-2023, 09:19 AM
Now i have a better undestanding about what i need to succeed not in external matters but with myself and that is "I need to care for myself". eventually the same routine will end up killing me and those behavior patterns are also killing me slowly. I stress the shit out of me to force me do things when i don't feel like doing anything at all, i evade or distract myself from problems to avoid dealing with them, my first priority is not "me" but external shit. I need to improve my lifestyle or just do nothing if that's what the deepest part of myself want.
